Thursday, September 17, 2009

Will It Matter in 5?

Will it matter in 5 day?  
Will it matter in 5 weeks?  
Will it matter in 5 months?  
Will it matter in 5 years? 

For the past few days I have been dealing with a higher than normal amount of stress at school.  It involves lovely teaching things including new assessment materials, report cards, workshops, etc.  The first several weeks of a school year are busy and stressful but this year has definitely been more of a challenge than normal.  

The problem is that I AM ALLOWING this stress to consume me.  I allow this stress to follow me home and weigh on my heart.  For the past 2 days I have allowed the stress to be my excuse for not working out.  I had intended on going to a toning class this afternoon but I had a meeting and talked with some other teachers after the meeting (about the above stressers) and ended up missing my class.  Sadly I didn't go to the gym and do a different workout and instead came home and ate my stress.  I am definitely a stress eater!  I hate being that way!  

But then I started thinking "Does this really matter?".  NO!  Whatever the stress is, none of it will be remembered in a few years, months, or weeks.  It simply won't matter!  So why I am letting this bother me?  I shouldn't!  So tomorrow I am going to work really hard while at school and then LEAVE IT!  I intend on having a great weekend.  I am WAY MORE good things in my life than I do stressful items!  Let's focus on the good

So I'll leave with my Thankful Thursday list
1.  Coffee!  Coffee says fall/winter to me.  I am glad fall is here.  I wish the weather could stay like this much longer than it does.

2.  Ella's kisses!  I know some people think it's gross but I let my dog lick my face and I don't care about the germs.  She is my baby.  Her kisses are my 2nd favorite.  Husband's are my favorite.  I'm hoping you assumed that.

3.  The Real Housewives series on Bravo.  I LOVE THIS TRASH TV!  I think my favorite is New Jersey.  I love it even though their "bubbies" aren't real!

6 comments:

Tyler said...

Umm we are totally A Chi O sisters! I did not know this! How awesome is that?! I also LOVE the Real Housewives of NJ. They are some crazy biotches. Holy cow!

Jennifer Q said...

I love kisses from my love bug! She is my child. I love how excited she is to see me when I get home. It makes me equally excited!

Christina said...

That's a good view on stress. I definitely try to keep work at work and attempt to not even talk about it at home. I hope you enjoy your weekend!

Kelly said...

Hopefully things will slow down at work. At least its almost the weekend! I am totally a stress eater too.

You're right it probably won't matter but I worry myself about it anyway.

Rachel said...

I heard the 3 month rule on Oprah once and I think about that a lot. Last year, I was at a new school in a new district in a new grade level. Most of the teachers at my school were stressed and worried all of the time! (Unlike my previous school.) I especially looked to my grade level chair/mentor for what I should be focusing on and she (despite being an excellent teacher) acted like every day and every decision was the end of the world. So I ended up doing the same.

This year...after being here for over a year, I know what's worth stressing over and it's very little! I come to school and leave school happy! I've definitely got some problems/challenges this year, but I am just not going to get bogged down. The other teachers look at me like I've got 3 heads when I'm smiling and optimistic, but it sure beats the alternative!

Sorry...I didn't mean to ramble. :)

Angie Eats Peace said...

This is some great perspective! I am such a stress eater, too.